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LJ Interests meme results

1. books:
   who doesn't like books i mean really
2. costume design:
   come onnn think about it.. its just plain cool
3. fanfiction:
   honestly not that into it anymore
4. green:
   umm. hm? honestly not so sure about that one
5. johnny depp:
   willy wonka and pirates of the carribean.. 'nuf said
6. lust:
   lust... its fun! but love is better
7. parties:
   my firends are awsome in that our parts are just plain fun..
8. reading:
   again see book
9. streetlight manifesto:
   such a good band! ahh if you ever liked any ska you have to listen to them. its happy music too.. it tells you why you shouldn't kill yourself
10. tigers:
    they're cute! and i have the tiger andrew gave me. (stuffed animal) and plus.. he's my tiger

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pointless entry.. my back hurts a lot. that is all

When you see this, post a poem you like in your LJ:




If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.



- Courtney Kuchta -

Ask me for "top five" lists of pretty much anything, and I will list you my top five of that thing or things. Copy and give your own top fives.

yes i have no life


in other news i realized today i have to drop stage managing to improve my GPA for college. Sure one semester won't matter but it will really help if i have great grades. i think i'll ask to work for costumes. maybe i'll be able to do that


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Post anonymously with three clues about who you are and let me try to guess.

Lets see if I can do this. :D

To those who's friend's lists I'm on, I'm sorry for the LJ spam!

so err.. my mom found out that i had a livejournal, because my aunt told her.. and said she was going to start reading it so yeah .. this journal is going friends only. Sry to all those who don't have livejournal.... you won't get to read all my most inner thoughts.. (its not like they are all that interesting anyway) I might go back and make all my entries friends only.. maybe. I'll add a pretty friends only banner when I make one.

And this is why I'm still here.

Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.

What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.

What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.

What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.

But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.

Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?

The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.

You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.

You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

***IF YOU’RE READING THIS, PLEASE STEAL IT AND PUT IT IN YOUR JOURNAL TOO.***

So avani was very very kind to get me a paid account while she was in a class (O_o) Oh well this is my post dedicated to her wonderful gift.. hehe

Knowledge is power.
Power corrupts.
Study hard. Be evil.